It hurt so much that I laughed
yet felt so good that I almost cried.
The previous passion just felt so bad
and the apathy was so appropriate
that perhaps you lied
when I said I didn't care.
Or did I lie when you said that you did?
In any case, I thought I had already died;
but you introduced me to a new meaning of death
and my only wish was to lay right there forever,
right outside your Heaven.
Where my flaws are always appreciated
and my perfection is never criticized.
Oh! And how dare I forget…
Your alibis were so beautiful,
so exquisite, that the gentle melody of the truth
seemed only to be… "Organized Noise"
compared to the blissful pain produced
by excuses so elegant,
they made reality surreal.
How could I have lived in the light so long?
Fortunately, the darkness finally resurfaced
(as it always does)
and I basked in the triumphant glory
of yet another defeat.
I never heard it coming
and you never saw my cries;
You'll never hear my lies
and I'll never suffice the burning...
Lust or Love?
Complacency or Yearning?
The Magic melts beneath our feet
And so, I go on wondering…
Will it EVER make sense?