For all the pain I have ever caused you.
For all the times I lied to people about things at home.
For all the hurt I made you feel.
For all the trust I lost from you.
For saying mean, hurtful things about you behind your back.
For not being successful in my life.
For not being a daughter you could have been proud of back then.
For all the times I disappointed you.
For running away when I was not ready to be on my own yet.
For not owning up to my mistakes sooner in the past.
For being envious of other people and their mom's relationships.
For embarrassing you through my actions.
For doing things I know I should not have done.
For making your life a living hell.
For not being there when you wanted me to be.
For not listening to you when you tried to give me good advice.
I am so very, very sorry mom and I love you so very much.
I will keep trying to make up for all these things regardless of how
much time we have left on this earth together.
I will be there even if others think it is too late.
I will make a whole-hearted attempt to be someone you will be
proud of.
I will do whatever it takes to be a better daughter for you.
I love you mom and I will be there.