What would my life have been like
Written by D.A.M
September 28, 2008 (11:14pm)
There have been many times
through out the course of my lifetime
when I would find myself thinking about
what my life would have been like
if I would have been able to grow up
with my natural birth family
And I have often wondered
how I would be today
and if it would have changed
who I am in any way
But you see the state interfered in my life
by taking me away from my natural family when
I was just eight months of age
and it is still very painful to me to this day
And I guess I will never know why
it all happened in the way that it did
At least I had a chance
to meet two of my sisters
who are both younger then I am
and I also had a chance to meet
one my aunts who is still alive
And I am thankful for that
because I was able to go back home
and complete the circle
But unfortunately
I was to late to have the opportunity
to meet my birth Mom and Dad
because they had both already passed on
And I have to admit that there
was never a moment
in my entire life
when I felt so broken and lost
like I was in that very moment
when I found out that they had already died
