Poems from my heart
A VACUUM IN MY HEART
As I wonder what to do I anticipate whether to cry or smile
As the fire of pains arose in my heart the heat and tension bring shiver to my body, with the help of migraine my body just gave in I never thought I will be alone and hurting like this, I am surrounded with cold blooded people, I desire peace but the vacuum in heart won't let that be my own, I am lost in dismays and heart full of sorrows
As I close my eyes wish that I may disappear to a warm surface of people that will flourish me with tender careness and love, I knew then that loneliness has become the adore of my days, I found a new best friend… (tears). I can't stop these tears from falling down my eyes. I wonder if fate had finally gotten its way with me, one thing that I strive for is to exhale but the vacuum in my heart won't allow me.
The thoughts of once a strong vigilant and victorious woman who has turn into a weak pregnant and homeless loner kills every fiber in my body, one big mistakes has cause me to loose respect and gratitude from the world, I am now an homeless loner who search desperately for someone to rescue me but to no avail because the vacuum in my heart has over power me, I have become weak and scare of my shadow
God I guess my sins has cause a boundary between us, but please my soul is lost without you, you had promise to never leave or forsake me, I know you have so many things to do, but please don't forget about me, in sin have I conceive my child, you said in your word that you are against abortion, that the very reason why I restrain from such practice, I have already asked you for forgiveness I pray that you will consider me and save me from this bondage. Lord the vacuum in my heart is pushing you far away from me, but I need you more than ever.
As the fire of pains arose in my heart the heat and tension bring shiver to my body, with the help of migraine my body just gave in I never thought I will be alone and hurting like this, I am surrounded with cold blooded people, I desire peace but the vacuum in heart won't let that be my own, I am lost in dismays and heart full of sorrows
As I close my eyes wish that I may disappear to a warm surface of people that will flourish me with tender careness and love, I knew then that loneliness has become the adore of my days, I found a new best friend… (tears). I can't stop these tears from falling down my eyes. I wonder if fate had finally gotten its way with me, one thing that I strive for is to exhale but the vacuum in my heart won't allow me.
The thoughts of once a strong vigilant and victorious woman who has turn into a weak pregnant and homeless loner kills every fiber in my body, one big mistakes has cause me to loose respect and gratitude from the world, I am now an homeless loner who search desperately for someone to rescue me but to no avail because the vacuum in my heart has over power me, I have become weak and scare of my shadow
God I guess my sins has cause a boundary between us, but please my soul is lost without you, you had promise to never leave or forsake me, I know you have so many things to do, but please don't forget about me, in sin have I conceive my child, you said in your word that you are against abortion, that the very reason why I restrain from such practice, I have already asked you for forgiveness I pray that you will consider me and save me from this bondage. Lord the vacuum in my heart is pushing you far away from me, but I need you more than ever.
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A VACUUM IN MY HEART
A VACUUM IN MY HEART
