Daily it's getting harder and
harder to contain these feelings inside.
Sometimes they overtake me
and before you know it I've lost
a day in thoughts of you alone.
My heart is over flowing with love for you,
I can no longer deny what lives so deep within.
but then reality hits me strong and hard
and I come to realize what I feel for you can
never walk outside my dreams. can never really comfort my
fantasies. it can only leave to want, but can never
truly give me what I need.
Although circumstances is keeping us apart
you will always be my lover, the owner of my heart.
The thought of never kissing you
cause tears to spring from my soul
it's kills to know that I will never
truly be complete, because it's your
love which makes me whole.
To never feel your touch, or to lie in your arms,
to never experience your loving charm, simply
breaks my heart. We're living through letters
because life circumstances never gave us a start.
I can't keep writing you these love letters
when deep down I know nothing will become of us.
There comes a time in our lives when we must
release some of our most cherished dreams
to the traveling wind, and just go back to simply
being nothing but dear friends.
So for now I must let go of your hand
and put down my pen, but know I'll
always hold you deep in my heart.
Sincerely yours,
sealed with my broken tears
enclosing my Goodbye....