You are the first to capture my heart
You are the first I gave myself to
You will always be a part of me
No one could ever measure up to you
Growing up in a house of pain
You and your family let me in
When I was down and depressed
You made me feel alive again
You know every part of my life
You grew to know every part of me
You grew to know my moods
You did your best to keep me happy
I had no reason to doubt you
You kept my best interest in mind
No one could ever replace you
I don't know how I could ever leave you behind
I think about the songs we have shared
All the beaches we have been to
The sparkle in your eyes after we would kiss
That magical day we said " I do "
I don't know how I could let you go
My love for you is still there
I have this pain in my chest, it hurts so bad
All because I had an affair
I wish everyday I could go back and fix things
Because I only want to spend the rest of my life with you
I wish I wish I wish I could change everything
But I know that there is nothing I can do
I am doing my best to try and forget
To erase the memories we shared
I am doing my very best to let you go
I am trying so hard not to care
I made a spur of the moment decision
That will affect the rest of my life
Because of the mistake I made
You will no longer be the man by my side
No matter who is standing next to me
Or who I may say I love
No one, no man can ever compare to you
You are the only man I am always thinking of