I became calm
Drowned in thoughts of you
Just waiting when you will open your mobile phone
To hear the sound of the report
That you received the message
I sent some time ago
But it is still closed
No answer, so I wait
Another special book in the meantime
A Chinese author sweet sensitive girl
"Shanghai baby"
I could be as she is
I think
Only attraction this year is the sea
With waves here
Even my fisherman and his boat disappeared
But it's better like this
From the time you live here
And thoughts of you are all
I can drown in
And you are so mine
Inside and on the other side
Of my mobile phone
Right now
All seems similar each year
Though different still
My thoughts of you
Are deeper and with more certainty
That you are mine
Even living still
That far
You said to me once that your only dream is to be inside me
And what about now?
What are other dreams that you have?
If you already had me just as you dreamt of ?
So nice you said that you long for me even more now
That's what I feel and want too
My lover, my wonderful one
I'm so happy to have you
I can live without any people around me
But I like to keep a few friends in net
Can you understand?
Aspirations
As many of us
I wish to write a book sometimes
Have money to survive
And to keep this love I have now
Alive
Maybe move to London one day
I like this city the most I think
With its colourful happy crowd in a Piccadilly Circus at night
With all its calm lovely green parks
With all these monuments of ancient glory too
With the beauty of all the world
Living there
With its mess
I'm just afraid a bit
If I can find something to do there
Something not too hard
You know I'm not that strong
And full of enthusiasm for such things
To have all on my head
It's too heavy a bit
But always I can try, I think.
