Where is my strength that keeps me from falling weak
why do my flesh desires keep haunting me
how can I escape his tender touch
when my heart longs for him so much
I try to turn and walk away
but the sound of his sweet loving, persuades me to stay
I look to you God and I pray that you reply,
to all my unanswered questions why....
why must I long for what can never be mine
and why do I think of loving him all the time,
my imaginary lover whom lives in my heart
and forever dances upon my mind.....
I lust in my dreams and I love in my heart
and I know the difference between the two
but at times it's hard to tell them apart..
their like twins, only one walks in shame,
the other in truth, and God I want to walk with the one
which pleases you....
So please give me the strength, come
be my guiding light, so I can do what is right