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Superglue


For 23 years i coped
Everyone else disowned
I cried myself to sleep in so much pain
Like a knife cutting deeply inside my heart
The pain seeping around my chest
my lungs punished in hyperventilation
Something reminds me of all the times this has happened
My brain
Now a constant migraine
Of seizures and discomfort
The pain stabbing in my back
Its like one second you do something for me
Forever you hold a grudge well don't do nothing for me
I can take care of myself
I may need a carer, but at least that won't cause me a lifetime of psychotherapy
Or agony
Or guilt for what is not even meant to be guilt
The constant nags like noodles because I'll never untangle the words you keep firing at me
Time and time again
In my ear all i hear
Is you ranting on
Screaming shouting like no end to this nightmare
SOS
Seriously over stressed
SMS
Save my self
Save my soul
Everyone else left
Now i am too
The almighty never said live like this
I want appreciation some love and i can't have it
I want a little attention from you and zilch
I get nothing so I've no choice, but to leave before my heart breaks because family need to stay bonded and i can't break the bond
I hope you understand

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