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SuperglueFor 23 years i coped Everyone else disowned I cried myself to sleep in so much pain Like a knife cutting deeply inside my heart The pain seeping around my chest my lungs punished in hyperventilation Something reminds me of all the times this has happened My brain Now a constant migraine Of seizures and discomfort The pain stabbing in my back Its like one second you do something for me Forever you hold a grudge well don't do nothing for me I can take care of myself I may need a carer, but at least that won't cause me a lifetime of psychotherapy Or agony Or guilt for what is not even meant to be guilt The constant nags like noodles because I'll never untangle the words you keep firing at me Time and time again In my ear all i hear Is you ranting on Screaming shouting like no end to this nightmare SOS Seriously over stressed SMS Save my self Save my soul Everyone else left Now i am too The almighty never said live like this I want appreciation some love and i can't have it I want a little attention from you and zilch I get nothing so I've no choice, but to leave before my heart breaks because family need to stay bonded and i can't break the bond I hope you understand Poetry Ad-Free Upgrades Vote for this poem
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