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Final love


Why must I always try to die?
But I fail at this
Looking for a lifeline
Or just a little kiss

My head burst from sadness
Tearing up my soul
I drink a cup of coffee
Trying to be whole

But a part is missing
Never be a man
Bowing out so lowly
Changing into sand

I am counting every grain
Flowing through the glass
Life grows so very short
The end is coming fast

I stand by the roadside
Trying to step out
As the cars go zipping by
My head just spins about

Failing at that I take my gun
And put it to my head
Wanting to pull the trigger
Failing again instead

I try to stop this madness
Of blowing off my top
One more thing I know will work
That's "suicide by cop"

Then this pain will go away
In everlasting rest
Knowing that I tried once more
But failed the final test.

God won't you take me
I'm knocking at your door
But you cannot hear me
Lost I am no more







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