I am scared
If this ever broke for real
Will i still feel
You don't now and you've never cared
Why would now be different
Its nothing to be with an absent
I am no longer naive with my heart
I am just a board for you to throw the dart
You break me, you hurt me and i don't feel safe
Its like being infront of a strafe
What you gonna fire next
Whats gonna be up our necks
If only you could see through
Everything you say and do
Now you see when they didn't call
You see how badly you got the fall
But i call
Only to fight
I just wanna fly in the breeze like a kite
I don't wanna fight
I wish i could stay
But it won't be worth you getting your way
And i am stuck being your sponge
You'll get the benefits and all i'll get is the gunge