I want us to be close even though you're in Holland and I am in Jacksonville,
I want us to be close even if I marry another man and have children of my own ---
I have a boyfriend and he has a girlfriend although he is looking for someone else,
He wants to explore the bottom of the ocean in a submarine so that he can research the animals,
He wants me to go under the water with him but I am not going,
He can take another female under the water for all I care,
I want to marry the boy I have known for thirteen years,
I went to junior high school with him and my heart has not changed,
He is not possessive and he does not get jealous,
He is very secure with himself and he will not fight,
Maybe I can help take care of his girlfriend's child,
I have always wanted a stepchild and I will not treat that child the way Cinderella's step-
mother and two stepsisters treated her, I am not going to treat that little boy the way in which
Snow White's stepmother treated her ---
I am not going to treat him the same way in which Hansel and Gretel's stepmother treated them,
I can develop an alliance with his mother and we can all train the children the way in which
they should go and the children can play with their brothers and sisters in addition to their
cousins and neighbor's children ----
I do not mean to explain myself or prove myself yet I have a reputation to maintain on here,
whenever we meet in person then my reputation will disappear and we can all be ourselves,
I want us to be close, my angel, although we are two continents apart!