I find myself falling on and on,into a downward spine. I feel so ugly,so piggish like swine. Looking in a mirror at my face and figure. I see myself far from perfect and I shiver. I'm feeling so over weight from the food I just ate,so with my hand I Binge and purge it away. My friends they say that they gone pray. Because my body's sadly fading away. But hey, if I could lose a few pounds while in my mirror, continuously not accepting this is bad for my health and figure. Self esteem weakens more as my lover tells me I'm a pig I'm ugly and fat. From the torment of hearing it over and over I know he is telling a fact. So I'm looking in the mirror at my face and figure while picking and guessing at my many imperfections.