Crying in your bed
Tears on your pillow
Every muscle tense
Listening for every sound
A footstep
A door closing
Anything
To be the salvation to my broken heart
I spray your pillow with my favorite cologne
A piece of memory to help keep the nightmares at bay
You went to your dungeon
That dark place in your mind
Where my love can never seem to reach
When you return-
I don't know
But soon hopefully
It's a quarter after 2
And I can't sleep without you
Your arms are my blankets of safety
Your body against mine is my shield against the echoing nightmares
The breath on my neck-a constant reminder of how hot
Our love runs for each other
I look to my wrists
Expecting the blood to come rushing out
For this pain I feel CANNOT only be in my heart
No heart is as strong as the glue it is put back together with
I know I won't see the sandman tonight
My pulse cannot rise to the skies anymore
For my lover has gone to bed in a rage
And I am left-crying in his cologne soaked pillow
