But you still notice,
Take my hand
And ask me
"Why."
The Tears
Fall
And I don't know exactly why.
I look at you
Through the tears and the rain
Knowing you love me
And knowing you aren't
The cause of my pain.
But still hurt
Because they are the
Source of yours.
The Tears
Fall
Maybe because of the past?
I don't mean
For them to affect me
But they hurt me deep
And caused me pain.
They all tried to control me
And when I would
Finally say "no"
They would leave me with
Trust issues and a fractured heart.
I know I can't do it any more.
The Tears
Fall
Just for and from them.
I want to be there for you
But they have made it impossible.
Because of them,
I keep hurting you.
Since they were in my life,
I can't trust you,
I can't listen to you and
I don't even think I can love you.
The Tears
Fall
And I don't know exactly why.
The rain feels good on my skin.
Maybe it or you can take away the pain.
You ask me why again and I realize I still haven't answered.
So I just wrap my self in your arms and you understand.
Despite everything you are somehow here,
Holding me close and
Hiding my tears.
