my slow drive
my blinded side
my ever-reaching
mindseye
to touch that one
ethereal moment
when my pleasure
hits it's peak
and all around me
gets all flushed
down the sink
and you don't seem
to understand
why I'm always
always in never
neverland
the stars explode
on my command
and what's left
is pleasure without
and withthrough
and I don't care
anymore about you
and the sunshine
that cracked into
my mental disabled
tattoo..just another
verse of illtimed
luster..it feels good
for a little while..
floating around on
my little cloud
coming down now
why did it ever
seem worthwhile..
it's sweetish taste
still lingers in
my mouth..and the
snake led me on
with her promises
and desguises..
nevermore to be
prized..for I saw
it all happen..
with eyes wide open
and with eager
anticipation..
and not so much
demonstration..
I went on through
and broke to the
otherside..a reversal
of reason..and tidal
indescretion..and
washed off the beach
catch and release
to all farewell
granted I'll see ya
next season..
