A New Woman
I DON'T NEED A GUARANTEE
Written at 22 years old ( i wrote this when i was in love)
If only love can be a true guarantee
If only no expired warranty
It aint just a receipt
Its a commitment to be kept in safe hands
A promise and a companionship, a true ever lasting bond of friendship that never comes and goes
If only it was so simple to believe it ain't you you're perfect and amazing inside and out, but you know or just don't know everything i been through
Coz no matter how hard i try to explain you just can't understand the life i have lived for many years so many people have oppressed
Made me so stressed out in frustrating agony
I felt so alone and so depressed
Bullied so bad i didn't want to make a sound i just wished I'd lay lifeless until i boosted my faith and realized i am here because the al-mighty loves me and wanted me to live
I knew he wanted me to be happy and he was just testing me
I was so grateful when it all changed for me and college wasn't like school
For many years i lived this life on hold.
Being so far apart you really haven't seen anything, though i tell you its like you really can't believe me and how the heart that looks so strong actually broke
I tend to walk the walk and fail miserably along the way
I let you get so close to me and now I'm so afraid this could be something more skin deep.
I trust you its just me i don't want to let you down, but what if i do
What if i am not what you are expecting i cannot forgive myself if i can't satisfy you
How many times you gonna keep forgiving me for all the mistakes i will make
If i let you down will you keep me or chuck me away
If you walk away I'll be left all alone if you promise me you gotta prove my worth
Prove to me how beautiful and wonderful you think i am
Prove to me you love how unique i appear to you
Prove i am worth to walk the walk of life with
Prove my worth to your heart everyday
So fragile i will always think something is wrong
I never say i love you unless i mean it So i hope you won't go all weird on me when i do because i love you
I hope you won't break my heart
I know I'll never break such a heart, but what about you i trust you
so I'll let you inside and with confidence I'll throw away the key
I really do trust you and its why i am doing this
I really know how i feel coz i just cannot lie I'm always afraid I'll get caught up in a mess in a web i can't untangle or that i will mess up something or afraid something will get in the way, but at least for now...
I know we'll be OK
Everything will be alright
If only love can be a true guarantee
If only no expired warranty
It aint just a receipt
Its a commitment to be kept in safe hands
A promise and a companionship, a true ever lasting bond of friendship that never comes and goes
If only it was so simple to believe it ain't you you're perfect and amazing inside and out, but you know or just don't know everything i been through
Coz no matter how hard i try to explain you just can't understand the life i have lived for many years so many people have oppressed
Made me so stressed out in frustrating agony
I felt so alone and so depressed
Bullied so bad i didn't want to make a sound i just wished I'd lay lifeless until i boosted my faith and realized i am here because the al-mighty loves me and wanted me to live
I knew he wanted me to be happy and he was just testing me
I was so grateful when it all changed for me and college wasn't like school
For many years i lived this life on hold.
Being so far apart you really haven't seen anything, though i tell you its like you really can't believe me and how the heart that looks so strong actually broke
I tend to walk the walk and fail miserably along the way
I let you get so close to me and now I'm so afraid this could be something more skin deep.
I trust you its just me i don't want to let you down, but what if i do
What if i am not what you are expecting i cannot forgive myself if i can't satisfy you
How many times you gonna keep forgiving me for all the mistakes i will make
If i let you down will you keep me or chuck me away
If you walk away I'll be left all alone if you promise me you gotta prove my worth
Prove to me how beautiful and wonderful you think i am
Prove to me you love how unique i appear to you
Prove i am worth to walk the walk of life with
Prove my worth to your heart everyday
So fragile i will always think something is wrong
I never say i love you unless i mean it So i hope you won't go all weird on me when i do because i love you
I hope you won't break my heart
I know I'll never break such a heart, but what about you i trust you
so I'll let you inside and with confidence I'll throw away the key
I really do trust you and its why i am doing this
I really know how i feel coz i just cannot lie I'm always afraid I'll get caught up in a mess in a web i can't untangle or that i will mess up something or afraid something will get in the way, but at least for now...
I know we'll be OK
Everything will be alright
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I DON`T NEED A GUARANTEE
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