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 A New Woman

WHEN HE IS JAILED


All i wanted was a loyal, caring, kind and honest gentle man
Who'd always make me laugh and be there for me
Was it so hard to love me in sickness and in health
Was i that bad looking you couldn't stand the sight of me
I know what you think of me
Everything i thought you was keeps coming back to haunt me
all the memories had a piece of evil hidden deep within
so full up each cloud began to rain
I wanted to go home nobody was home
I spontaneously ran i don't regret leaving you
I just wish you were everything you said you was
I hoped it would last longer than it did
You were my dream man
Well at least i thought you was
all the time you were pretending
So much for yearning a happy ending
It just aint worth the time spent unless i can be proved wrong someday
I was everything i showed you that i was
To cover up your stupid unfaithful mistake i uncovered unintentionally stumbled across you pin the blame on me
I have always been the one who has supported you and put myself forward in everything we have done
Together we're supposed to build a wall and i felt like i built it alone
Where was the trust from you my dear
You blamed me for your unfaithful mistake and i have never done any such thing nor would i ever have imagined
You never knew how much i loved you so hard i choked on my tears i cried from missing you
Always known those people i live in a country where we freely mix with no fault of our own
I always known those people and for you it was a stupid story with no alibi so you had no one to blame, but yourself
Its such a shame your locked up in a cell at the pity tender age of just 19
Its shows you the greed and pride you have consumed
You yearn to go home, you lay broken inside with no where good to sleep, nothing to eat or drink
It shows you the reality of your lies when you lie that you were starving and you were well fed
You were clothed how you wanted to be clothed, but greed became your friend
You could have said no, but you let it be your friend, but look at what its done to you
You're lost, all alone, facing a horrible boiling, dusty cell...
All this was for money
You cheated with life and with everything you had to hold onto
You took advantage of me and stole from people who trusted you
You stole from me i was stupid enough to believe your lies, but now i know exactly what you are
I aint surprised things have only got worse for you
You yearn for home and there you lay broken inside a cell
Crying for air you can no longer breathe
You couldn't be grateful for what you had
Now everyone is rejecting you and you keep trying to get it all back
I can't trust you
Neither will they
A loose hand aint ever worth a Job
Too bad you never listened
Such a shame what you had is left behind
You're left broken inside with no where to go
You can't beg me locked up in a cell
I aint naive or stupid anymore
I am so ashamed of you i wish i never had the heart to love you even just one time
You're lost in all your demons
Drowning in your sin
You can't go home until you've done the time
Thats what happens when you abuse the trust when you take advantage of people who care about you
You had it coming now you know how it feels to be me
I have nobody, but the al mighty and me
I have my family like you, but I'd never publicly boost hatred or even think of it
I helped you and all you could do was tell story after story
Old wives tales are not for this century
I watched myself make the same mistakes over and over again
I am ashamed i even let you inside of me
You deserve to be in jail
Nobody told you to do the crime
You're guilty now its time to face reality
Not an alternate fantasy built in your own twisted mind
What goes around comes around
You do evil and you'll have it come back to you
Have a good think inside its all you got left ...
Your in there now its time to become a man!







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