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 childhood abuse (my story using rhyme)

Let go!!!

Yesterday was special,
At the very least to me.
spending time together,
Like a happy family.

But another dawn approches,
And your no longer by my side.
A few drunken meaningless words,
And another heartche goodbye.

No fight have you shown that you want me,
No sorry has slipped from your lips.
No goodnight i love you,
and no goodbye kiss.

Sadly this seems to be the story,
Of this absurd life that i live.
For no matter how much i try,
Theres still so much more you want me to give.

I lost four stone to make you happy,
I wear high heels out in the snow.
Just to look the part you want,
I thought that you should know.

You tell me that i am worthless,
And that i never look ok.
You tell me i have to change,
If you are going to stay.

What more can i give you,
Ive changed all i can,,
and are you really worth it,
Your just another man.

Lot's of people tell me,
That i am worth more than what you show.
But it doesnt matter how hard i try,
I just dont want to let you go.

Why is it you can't love me,
For what i am and who.
You shouldnt want to change me,
I know you know its true.

Copyright 2008 Natalie Rawlings

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