I have had my soul caught between two shades of darkness
For the longest of days
The times have been lonely
And the loss of measuring time is like that of a careless whisper
Nearing an eternal sleep
Standing in the meeting of two walls
Creates a corner black and as deep as evil
Holds the secrets to vanishing souls
I know, for I watch in secret
Here in this pitch of all pitch
Where many hap-hapless souls
Fade into the endless darkness of the nevermore
So many times I would close my eyes
Walk into the darkness, go weak in body
Then feel a flushing of my soul
Tight in the corner I would stand
Put a hand and elbow on each wall
Steady what faith I might skim off the top
And decide to remain in this limbo
Blending into the darkness of before
And shut out all of the pain
Or deal with it the best I can
After all I am a master at it
I have been at it for the longest of time now
I open the door to this darkness
This pitch of black that has surrounded my miserable life
Where I witnessed horrors
Seen, Done, Created, Plotted
And then cried after wards
I cried so hard I couldn't breath
Not a sound could anyone hear
I gathered myself up and ran like hell
Into the only place I felt safe
My Self Made
PANIC ROOM!
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