Painless and Deeper
I begin to drift
It's closing around my vision
Making my muscles go stiff
They tell me to relax
For it will all come to an end
And close my eyes
Yet I pray again
I am not sure
What life has brought me to
All I know
Is there is nothing I can do
Accepting the fact
That I am not strong enough
Isn't hard
But the part
Where I am accused
Of being the faithless
Like my innocents murder
Is what tears me apart
I know my life is like a schedule
Just like everyone around me
But checking out in pain
Isn't the way I want to be
Set free
To the world of mystery
