Knew the situation, but not the signs
Until one day i knew what was on the lines
I was stupid to ignore
Wasted away in all the galore
I was such a floor
You walked and jumped allover me
Dirt and grime my skin burned in chemicals, spilled milk and hot tea
I drowned being swept away
I was a tree that would stand gracefully and just sway
Until i knew life couldn't forever be this way
Its always great to begin with until you see the colors change
Until you see a new fashion range
You made me so confused
When all tabloids revealed front page truths my heart felt so bruised
I forgave you only to be cruised
Once again
Down the same lane
I couldn't stand the pain
I could no longer feel sane
Did you ever love me
Or was i just a cup of tea
You want me
When it suits what you fancy it to be
Coz then you switch to coffee
We were so far and out of reach
Myself i had to teach
Not to preach
My emotions run wild
The pain went from mild
Until the tabloids showed me who you really were
You're heartless to think twice so you might even swear
To me and to God and to everyone, but you may even wear
Real fur
You're heartless to think twice
You're like a block of ice
Too weak to make you melt
It was me who was melting yet so hurt to see you never felt
All my love
I gave you all friendship like a sweet pure dove
Only to get boxing glove
Let me go, but you won't give it up without a fight
It aint right
You know you don't love me
You only want my status, my life, my money
I gave you all i could give you
Now its time to go i saw this all through
I will drown in my own tears
I'll be lost in all my fears
I can't trust you
I aint sorry for not loving you
Anymore
I gave you everything i could for sure
I got my life and keeping busy from day to day
Its alright its OK, i aint a needle lost in the hay
I found myself
I got my diary upon the shelf
It keeps getting full
But it aint bull
Falling for you was the biggest mistake of my life forgot to fold in which would make the cake
For all i did such determination all for nothing yet all the heart ache
All the breakage to go back to find burned all i could bake
Now i really feel like a fool
I am such a fool
To have fell so in love with you
I know what to do
Now its my chance you made me...
stronger inside coz i'm more than determined to make it on my own you'll never see
Yet nothing will ever stop me feeling such regret coz i'm such a fool
Yet i know now what to expect may i never make this mistake ever again and remember the right tool
So i never feel like such a fool
