It's sad enough that I can't even accomplish having a reality friend
but when Internet friends avoid me, I question myself,
and ask what's wrong with me? why don't people take to me,
is my conversation that boring....maybe that's why my hubby
avoids me....maybe I'm just way too simple, too boring,
why do people ignore me like I'm some type of contagious disease....
God said it's not good for man to be alone, so he made woman for him...
but what is woman to do when man leaves her alone with her own thoughts
here I stand like the TV daily trying to entertain him, while he sits with his eyes glued
with the remote to his mind on mute.....so all my efforts goes to waste, I wish I pray
that someday he open his eyes long enough to just see my face....It's so hard to stay
strong when you're always left alone...your limbs start falling weak, cause there's a
hole in your heart and the love within begins to leak,
you try so hard to patch the hole..... to keep the love sealed....but it keeps going flat,
now your riding on one wheel....and when you thought you had a spare tie....you realize
it's gone....and you left alone on the side of the road.....to hitchhike