I lay on the ground with doubt in my mind.
My heart is twinging, the same anguish I felt when she first left me.
Am I to introspective about this,
Am I right to think like this,
Was I wrong to embrace her back into my heart,
And here I lay wringing myself with thoughts,
But this sudden sentiment sits in my heart like a pending heartbreak,
And so l lay in darkness, feeble as can be,
Waiting for my heart to be dismantled once again.
A decrepit bystander I am,
As sorrow and pain infringes my heart
And the taste of salted water descends from my face.
A fallen warrior I am, defeated by my own downfall,