I hide my face so you can't see
The eyes that reveal
The natural killer in me
I laugh so you don't see
How crazed my life
Spirals out of normality
I don't know who or what I am
All I know is that
I'm here
Living with voices inside of my head
Thinking I'm alive when in truth I'm dead
Believing one day I'll be great enough
To lift up the pulsing object off the floor
To connect it back to my core
But when I look around
I see more
Hearts laying open
Meaningless and broken
I might not know who I am
But I can see others don't give a damn
So I might walk this path in the dark
But I see the footprints others have marked
Now it is time for me to be
One of the people others will see
As I walk on this dark road
With my heart in hand
Meaningless and cold
To find out who I am meant to be
In this world of
What many deceive
At least as I walk
I know I'm not the first or last
As I look at the black sky
Becoming the past
