I tried to give you a second chance or even the benefit of the doubt,
You let me see what you were really about.
I wanted to be the one who made my own judgment call,
but yet you really didn't want to be bothered at all.
I promise I would never be anything like my father cause you really didn't care.
So you didn't even bother to try to get in touch with me even after I extended my hand,
Maybe you really didn't want me:so now I understand.
I promise that I would never reject one of my own,Damn it's messed up I'm your oldest one.
and yet I yet I get disowned,I'm a father now and I will never leave her alone.
I will be there for my daughter even if she asked me not too.
I knew what it was like not to have a father in my life,
Now that my little girl is here I promise to do things right.
I'm over it now it's not worth me feeling sorry for myself,
Yeah to tell the truth I'm hurt.Oh well.
Well maybe I was better off without you in my life.
You could never say it was my fault cause at least I tried!
