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Being Me - Part II


When I feel darkness inside me
I try not to show it
When I'm helpless and worthless
You'd never know it.

Sometimes I wish
I could fade away,
But it's his love
That makes me want to stay.

On days when I cry
I feel selfish and wonder why
I am failing to see the good
When I've always been told that I should.

It's agony when a friend gives birth
 To think there is no way on Earth  
It can ever be me
A deep bleeding wound
 That never heals,
And no one else can see.

There are days when I realise
What I've lost
And I can't change it
Whatever  the cost.

I'll never dance in the sun
Or run in the rain,
 I'm angry now
But I'll smile again.

I know I am missing
So many things,
But I'll  treasure each moment
When my heart can sing...



For my husband, Colin. The 'him' concerned. xx








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