I always had deep respect for you
Daood i respected you more than i did anyone
I appreciated the time we spent together
Even when things went from bad to worse with your offspring
I held on to our bond
Until the day you turned your back on me
Like it was ok your son did such evil
It wasn't even just about the cheating
Not even just breaking my heart
Or tearing my life apart
Let alone even living with my phobia i am now in constant fear of
It is your betrayal to me
You lied to me too
After i trusted you
I kept your son happy, i gave him support
I even gave him money and i didn't have a right to
I clothed him i educated him and all i got was grief
I gave him my phone before i left
I tried to visit and it was difficult paying tuition fees
So all i could do was send pictures
The land line got dead, phone calls weren't priceless
We had another option
Yet your son abused facebook
He never loved me coz he wanted to break my heart
Did he think i was that stupid to never notice
Well facebook suggestions is so good at catching a sucker
I'm a great pitcher and i caught the little sucker
Too bad he had two facebooks
I didn't need my feelings protecting i needed the truth
I needed the pain and the agony
What won't kill me will only make me stronger
It still aint right
Now i'm faced with this
My phone sold with all the pictures which were only for his eyes
I get messages on facebook about how great i look
Nobody has even seen my hair or any part of my body except for your son
You say the guy is lying
Yet he lives in the same city as you and your family
My cousin spoke to me on facebook and knows no knowledge of your son's phone breakdown
He never took it to Dubai to repair it and i spoke to his brother and he doesn't have the phone
How can your son beg me to come back and when i needed to speak to him he says i have dumped the bi**h as she intended
What the hell does she want now
What she want from me
That hurt considering he was an administrator who had to be destroyed
Yet i wanted to know what happened to the pictures and why his heart was so poisonous
The page on facebook was deleted about me, but this humiliation will always stay
My respect is declined
My heart is closed
I will never trust you or your family again
Better we never speak, but i can forgive you because you need forgiveness
As this is really sinful to lie and let your son get away with such evil
Lucky this is me who has had a great father may he rest in peace
Also a great mother who still is with me today
Or my heart may have declined forgiveness, but i am glad i have forgiven you
It was hard as i went through a dark cave, but i am slowly finding light
Soon it will be a wide open field where i can run
Soon i will forget this, but seen as you can't face it now that's just too bad
This will be with you for the rest of your life
I forgave you so your sins may be forgiven
I also forgave your family for everything they stole
The humiliation and evil things they said
Yet you're meant to be family and its so hard to say you're
It kills me inside to know that you are
It makes me cry so hard i am related to people so evil yet i forgive you
I have to because you're my family i cannot choose you like i can choose my friends
