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Who am I?


Who am I? a memory
only existing for a temporally of time.
struggling to live forever so I follow Christ
Who am I? A woman with a past....that's filled
with nightmares and regrets..and tones  of life mistakes
some I'll never forget.
Who am I? A trapped child in a dark cage
wondering why her innocents was stolen without
her consent. who now believe in monsters since the incident.
Who am I? A young teen lost and lashing out, closed in hands of lust
seeking to find myself while getting deeper lost, in no one I place trust
Who am I? A young uneducated lady, having a baby from a man that didn't love her
forcing his hands to be a man, and for the sake of his child he took that stand
but loving me was never a part of that plan.
Who am I? A young lady searching for her own Identity so she could independently fly
but her past clipped her wings, and the love of her life said goodbye to many times.
Who am I? A weeping willow, and the tears have no where to run, I'm over flooded
with heartbreak, not loving him was a lesson I never learned.
Who am I? A woman whom have cheated, deceived, because in love she
no longer believed. who hated herself more than man could ever dream
a woman who was unfit to be any man's Queen.
Who am I? A mother of three, who misled them down the wrong path
I drink, got drunk, and blamed the world for my mishaps
I placed a gap, between me and my kids...but they still loved me
no matter what I did.
Who am I? A woman who didn't know how to play
the hand which I was dealt...so I end up losing myself
Who am I? A woman who love her  kids with everything within
so I changed my life and became more than their friend, I became their mother
once again.
Who am I?A woman who changed her life so many moons ago
If it wasn't for God, this old world I would not have let go.
Who am I? A woman who is ashamed and unashamed of my past.
A woman who is clinging to hope that bad times don't always last.
Who am I? A woman praying that this world soon end,and that God's kingdom
finally come, so I can be completely happy...cause here in this world...to me,
happiness doesn't exist....
Who am I? A woman wanting the kind of love that can't be explained.







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