My heart, an unsolved mystery, dying to be figured out
Lurking in the dark,hiding behind unknown shadows.
Searching for solutions to fixed this broken tune of fear
Screaming for love but only lust holds me...temporally controlling me
Delusional... am I? lost in a world where only dreamers exist..how I miss
bitter sweet reality....feels like I've been pitched into the dark sea,
swallowed by the mouth of the devouring beast. it's like I'm on this
scandalous roller coaster ride, not knowing if its going to deliver
me to life or death...The map is invisible, my only hope is to trust the unseen
to guide me to a destiny that I don't know if I'm even prepared for.
I have my purpose, but I'm a coward, I'm afraid I'm not strong enough to carry it out...
Doubt stands at my pathway,raising questions, I can't seem to answer.
The walls of Babylon is blocking my view, and hiding all the clues to my escape
I'm lost and afraid, and honestly I don't know if I can even be found....though there
is much light in my dreams...... more light than I ever seen, but darkness blankets my reality....
and the only one that can help me..... is GOD....But my voice is set on mute....and I'm using the
"I CAN'T" excuse. but I must repent so I hear him say I love you
So here I am, lost in dreams,afraid to face reality...
The reality is....he don't love me...so how can I love myself