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A story you must understand coz now you'll know


There's no hiding the facts of reality
Life aint a fantasy
In my eyes
Is more than I've spoken for you to realize

How my heart cracked and shattered
Each piece is battered
My heart is probably on some body's cod
They maybe accidentally used it as bait on their rod

My heart eaten away from the lies
There nothing that denies
The pain and agony
Not anyone went through, but me

Yet all heart ache is relateable
I put up with all that i was able
So much I'm incapable

You grab band wagon
Tell me jump and say come on now it should be gone
Don't let it get in the way of your happiness
Yet i don't want to be mean to say no, but i now when i am ready enough and not relentless

I never wanna be without someone
You find me a nice one
A stranger i do not know
So i have to say no

You never give in
Does it matter if my hearts in the bin
I told you my heart is all over the place

Scalded, wounded and battered
I try to pick up each piece so shattered
When will i find each one
Alot of people think i am a swan

I have to feel it
Coz when i was with them i never felt it not one bit
Now i seem to have lost all of my confidence
Its in a desert in the far end heat of a rocky distance

All the skies are Grey
Need i have more to say

Except this is how the story goes
It aint a fantasy I'm no princess i aint a swan I hit the highs and lows
I'm in reality
Not a fairytale fantasy

Sometimes you need to know
Before the wind changes direction coz another page will blow
Then you'll find
The wrong rind
So the cake will be wrong
Somethings not right never makes anything strong

I can't seem to trust nobody
I wish i could trust somebody

So hard to move on
I wish all be gone

Now you keep bringing this back the way it needs to go
I can't keep aisle down to and fro

All the truths have left love empty
I thought I'd be the plant and he'd be the human and we'd be plenty
We only ended up drowning in the sea

I can swim, but whats the point if all I'm doing is going through the same again
I can't stand the pain

You bring back memories so far I've been so happy i cannot even describe it
I can tell you in every little bit
When i runaway i can handle it
All you need to do is sit
Listen to me
I want for now to let it be
Stop trying to change everything I'm working for
Just to suit what you want you're all a fantastic four

No i don't wanna look forward yet
First let my heart heal its debt
The pain is so much of a burden
I aint got a den

I can't hide
I gotta face the tide
This ride
Its tough
Yet i gotta hang rough
I'm doing fine
Just wait and see me shine

Don't spoil my happy ending stop being a fool
I thought you knew how to be cool
This is the rule

Let me have my happy ending
So i feel the love the one will be sending

Leave me
Let me be free


So here was the story
The story of a vulnerable broken down me
There i go
Now you know

 




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