This feeling inside feels so cold
Another person taking over
I can try to hold myself together
But if I do
Will it prove me better?
Am I living lie
Do I know I'm not normal
I can feel the cravings digging
Like a savage animal
Inside the place
I don't like to mention
Afraid it might not be there
When I most need it
It sits there like a flame
Ready to ignite
Yet I plague a storm over
To contain the monster inside
It is said that only so much can be taken
Haven't I had enough
Or has it only begun
I'm not like the others
I don't feel the same feeling
Maybe I wasn't meant to be
...
Maybe I was meant to be me.
