Which part of me
I have so much inside
It seems like every thing's the same
Then i look again and everything is changing
I don't know why i couldn't do it all before
I don't know who this girl is anymore
I'm changing so much
Some thing's are still the same
I'm a woman, i am not a girl, but I'm still in between
I can't seem to budge out
I wish i could just be like i want to be
Its taking me so long to grow up
I love to have fun and everyone judges me on the kind of person i am
The personality is fine, the looks are improving, but the mind in incapacitated
So who is this girl inside of me trying to grow up
The intelligence is fine, the dress sense is in between
I'm not sorry for who i was or what i did as long as i never hurt nobody
Who's this girl living inside of me
My inner child what does she miss so much i can't grow up
I am grown up, but there is part of me that can't
The kids who aren't mine are crazy about me
I'm the only one who can understand what they love so much
It feels so beautiful to be loved so much
The banter is hilarious between us
I'm the one who swings in the parks and handstands the water
I'm the one who kicks the ball and tries my hand at any sport
I am the one who snow tubes and braves the quad bikes, goes down the slides
Down the tunnel, inside and out
Upside down round and round
I'm the one who loves the beach and the water
So who is this girl who loves to goof around
This girl is me and i am not gonna change me for the world
Who's this girl
It is Hakyhiqs she is the mufasa who'd protect all her cubs
She is Hiqmat (M-A-A-H) the daughter of a great steel worker who built Britain with all my forefathers and ancestors
She is not perfect, but she is loving and kind
She is everything she wants to be
She is a human being after all
I am the one who makes you laugh and feel happy
I am sorry if i hurt you or made you feel sad
I am the one who loves you so much
I am pious and its getting better so many things i want to and have to change
One day it will all become even more
You will see me a woman at last
DEDICATED TO MY FAMILY
They been so patient in helping me discover myself