It ain't easy being alone
Its nice being single
I do miss the company
Watching a movie is not the same when i watch alone
Walking along the beach is OK, but sometimes i want away from all the play i just want to walk and talk
I need to let it out of my heart
My friends are all busy
It ain't easy with them going from country to country
Moving around city to city
Before i know it they've got up and gone
Some are at uni which is where I'd be at, but things got in the way
Alot of them work or have so many commitments yet its OK we find time for a squeeze
Like marmite loves a good squeeze between bread and cheese
We like a spot in the diary for a good squeeze in the chest freeze
So we can sit up and chill
Its OK i am happy i found my feet firmly on the ground
I kick box, i swim and i walk, i love the water, i love the air, i love self defense
Punchbags fear me and the gloves know they're getting battered while in my hands
I have some best friends, but i am also my best friend i only lean on me
I let the world lean on me
I take everyone on board with me
I help everyone and everything in the world i can
I do all i can do and i am proud of what i do
Sometimes i wish i could do more
I love it when the world knows they can count on you
I am down to earth and loyal
Sometimes it ain't easy coming to terms with the fact i am not who i once used to be
I need to learn now i need help and its OK that i do
It ain't easy having epilepsy or PCOS
Its OK to admit i do need help and i am not ashamed anymore
I admit openly i have life long disorders that can get in the way of life
Its OK i am incapacitated of employment coz i am an endangered species
There is only one of me and i cannot risk getting hurt
If i survive I'd hate myself for having put people through so much pain in watching me suffer
Things are looking up now
I am halfway there
Life is cool that i got things going on, but sometimes i do wish i could have this great life and have someone to share it with
Someone to travel with worldwide
Somebody i can always be there for and likewise
I wish we could make the city ours
It would be cool to travel to see the coolest mountains
To ride the scariest coasters for a big time rush
I don't wanna boyfriend
I want a life long companion a husband someone here with me forevermore until our lives are through
Nothing even matters unless you mean it
This i mean so well oh yeah everything i say i want likewise I'd do it too
The day i walk in white dress down the aisle will be a big night and only the start of many more to come
You can't just be any kind of you
You gotta be specific i can get stuck with another horrific loser in the middle of a broken down marriage
Til i forget about you in my fantasy and all we can be I'll feel this way
I guess for now I'll leave this in your heart i aint no cover girl
Read it and leave it in your heart or elevate
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