I'm ready,
I can do it
I strive
I fall,
On my face,
On my dignity.
Should of known
Big failure
How stupid
me.
No
I don't have time to cry
Don't ask me
because is clear I'm not OK
Is not me
Fake
only thing I am
I knew it
No matter how much I try
Lies
I have told,
to myself
Hurt the most important person
The only one
in this world
who cared about me
Me
Who cares
Not you
Only me
so why you stop me
I should be gone
No place for me
In this world
Of pain
where the rain are tears
And fears
the only thing real
Let me go
to the sky roam
In my depression drown
Let the alcohol go down my throat
I know there pills
I know what I'm doing
Stop fighting me
and don't you dare cry
Because I'm gone
And its to late
You cant catch me anymore
I already felled