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I wonder


I sometimes wonder if people use a smile as make up,
To cover the pain they hide deep inside their chest.
If they use laughter as a medicine,
To cure and stop them from crying.
I sometimes wonder if is true that love really cures it all.
Because so far all I've got from it,
its been cuts that bleed and always leave scars.
Scars that never close up no matter how much you try.
I wonder if people weren't afraid of showing who they really are,
would make just a tiny change in this hell earth.
Or could it be easier for all the people like me who don't have much of problem
of telling who they are, but still hide it cuz they're scared of getting laughed at.
Laughed and being pointed at because the way you are,
because the way talk
because the way you feel,
because of who you love.
As if they have right to decide who you want to spend the rest of your life with
As if love only exists between a man and a woman
As if is wrong for me to love someone my own sex
But I cant wear this smile as my personal make up bag whenever i feel pain
Because this isn't a game anymore
because I'm tired and i cant win this battle anymore
But I still try and I still fight for the freedom of love
So in the future I wont have to hide it anymore
But I still wonder if people would accept me for who i am
If they would stop calling people like me names that make no sense
Like if we don't have feelings and don't get hurt
But i might lose this battle
But the war isn't over yet
and at the end I want to be able to feel freely to love who ever i want
and smile a smile that's not covering pain or shame of who i am
But showing how happing I'm feeling inside
Smiling next to the girl, my dream come true, my life
And then i would throw away the nasty medicine that's been flowing through my body
making me laugh when no joke in this world was funny enough
to even put a smile on my face
Till then I'll wonder if this dream will ever happen
If people would open their eyes and have some dignity
if people would ever let me smile... and I'll wonder and I'll wonder till then..

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