I didn't hear saved by the bell
I was out doing something you didn't think was important
You argue with a person in the family i am ok with yet you scream and shout at me because we're ok
So you think i am not ok with you
That i'd been talking about you
Yet all i did was talk good
I don't even know why i don't just give up
BECAUSE I HAVE HAD ENOUGH
You make me feel suicidal
Feel like jumping infront of cars you hurt me that much you don't even know
Yet i have my Lord i don't need to care about you
Yet you're a recorder you whistle, whisper, spit and wind around in my brain, my ears, my mind and inside my heart
I wish i could switch you off, so afraid i dread sleeping incase i not done enough in the day to please you
Or if i had make a mistake
I dread awakening because of you I need help to overcome the stress of you