i am
not lost
but neither
found
i am simply
just
existing
living
trying to regain
this portion
of faith
that has
abandoned
me
or i it
i am
unsure
and truly
uncaring
my core
a paradox
of life
death
truth
lies
the very essence
of the
nothingness
that now
resides
within
love
faith
hope...
unbelieving
i am