Red and flush full of anger,
Like a blood-stain banister.
Deep inside I knew this was going happen like a horrible car accident.
I chuckle at that singular thought of you and the mere statement:
"I have changed"
Hideous persona and devilish grin is still there, your non-caring, self-imposed, conceitedness, all the makings of a true liar.
I am so disguised with you I am done through and through.
Never should of gave you a chance in the beginning and spare me the ridiculous notion of us "ever" being together.
Tried desperately to wipe the slate clean, to start fresh and look at you with new eyes but
I should have known the old you would resurface eventually.
Self-centered, cocky and never present bastard you have become.
You never looked at me as the #1 choice but as a damn option.
I should have been the primary and never secondary.
I blame myself for letting you get close to me but I promise you it will never happen again.
Beyond disguised with you and your treacherous ways.
You my worst nightmare that has come to fruition I knew I should have listened to my damn intuition.
Convinced myself repeatedly time and time again but I'm only human and learned that second chances are wasted on you.
I now see you for what you really are a prick that never goes away,
a thorn in my side a memory of constant pain, an irritable crack in the side of the road.
