I wander down so many roads

trying to find peace.

Will all this anger that's hid inside

finally find release?

I can't see my reflection

a mirror cannot be.

It only shows a vacuumed space

my cage, I am not free.

How long will I have to wait

until the rescue's here?

To see the people applauding

listen to them cheer.

Til then my mind will keep on

jabbering on and on.

Never making too much sense

talk until I'm gone.

I've come this far in life

what has become of me?

torn between happy and sad

don't know what to be.

I'm searching through these new words

some I've never said.

Breathing life into a soul

that once was pronounced dead.

But then the old habits

creep inside my bone.

The ones that tore me down

left me all alone.

My spirit is a crumbled mess

my head is hanging low.

The tears burn my eyes so deep

I'm lost no place to go.

This is how the cycle happens

the one of which I'll break.

Fill my life with joy and comfort

and all the love I'll take.

But I'm still in the middle

can't go here or there.

Don't trust the path to anywhere

it's loneliness I bear.

A gleam is in my eye

a smile across my face.

The joy that's in my heart.

Takes the saddest place.

The emotions are the difference

like none I felt before.

The loneliness that plagued my life

Has changed and is no more.