Stuck at a point of agonizing bliss
I never wanted to be here
especially not living like this
Constant swings into depression
not knowing what my life is missing
trying to fill the void with the pleasure of flesh
or the solutions of material substances
and at the end i'm right back where i began
living my in an emotional circular cycle
looking for help from family and friends
to later open a bible
still in search of an answer to the pain
but day after day nothing is gained
If all beings were meant to be ad I'm here and unhappy
does it mean I don't belong
does it mean my creation was a mistake
or just flat out wrong