Will I live to see the day
to hear the words or
see the remorse in your eyes
for all the pain you caused
year after year
day after day
moment to moment
unselfishly and unconditionally
I offered my heart
on the alter of your abuse
trusting you time and again
not to hurt it
hoping that one day you would love
me more then you love you
Why do you not see
that I am bleeding
how can you not hear my tears
or feel my sorrow
Are the words I'm sorry
too hard to speak
are you blind to how I hurt
And then I ask myself
"foolish woman why"
without any thought I answer
"Because I love You,
I believe in you,
I believe someday
you'll regret all the sadness
you caused me.