Try to simply voice my feelings
To the ones I love and care for
And what happens it blows up
Quite literally in my face
Only because I needed someone
To talk to because I couldn't hold it in
Any longer because I wanted them
To have happiness so I asked for advice
I voice my advice to the ones
And mention a possibility of
Possibly talking to my therapist
IF they needed to talk to someone
IF they wanted to talk to a therapist or counselor
One is fine with it but yet the other one
Says I betrayed his trust by talking to my therapist
When it was hurting me deep inside
And I needed advice
How in the world is that my fault?
How did I screw up anything?
How did I make a big mess?
He says I brought a third party into it.
When all I did was talk to my therapist.
How is that bringing a third party to be involved?
How was I suppose to know that
He would have acted this way
Now, he says he can't trust me
To tell me anything
At this point I am glad he won't tell me anything else....
I am just feeling shi**y because of the fact that
he thinks its wrong to tell my therapist matters that don't concern me,
when in fact it does concern me because he is the one that is telling me things
When he should be talking to a therapist or even my own mother about to help their marriage out.
Instead he wants to treat me like a piece of crummy horse shi* pile that got thrown away
Like broken like glass by a simple king gesture to get advice what I should say
But oh no it backfires in my face, which it always seems to happen that way with one person
Or other what the heck did I do wrong. Somehow out of all of this I end up being the bad guy and
I wind up feeling like worthless piece of garbage. What is wrong with telling a therapist how I feel?
There is nothing wrong with it because it helps me in the long run.
This sounds horrible but I am almost half glad he is leaving because my mom deserves better than that.
She deserves to be happy and not be treated poorly. This feeling of give or take crappy-ness is tossed out the window,
And just frustration that telling a therapist is supposedly wrong when it isn't because it helps you for the better.
I could just scream at said person right now.
).setAttribute('href','//poetrypoem.com/cgi-bin/index.pl?sitename=bladesong&item=home');document['poetimage'].height='45';document['poetimage'].src='//poetrypoem.com/photos/poets/bladesong-button.jpg';;WriteLayer('ptitle',null,'THE UNDEAD TEXAS RANGER');WriteLayer('ppoem',null,'One long ago day in America\'s Old West, There lived a Texas Ranger some say <a href="//poetrypoem.com/cgi-bin/index.pl?poemnumber=1350236&displaypoem=t&sitename=bladesong&item=poetry" target="_top" style="text-decoration:none;"><font style="color: #18397C;font: 900 12px times;"> ... More</font></a>');WriteLayer('poetinfocus',null,'bladesong');WriteLayer('pdate',null,'2024-04-28')){kind=small}
bladesong
).setAttribute('href','//poetrypoem.com/cgi-bin/index.pl?sitename=poetry2071&item=home');document['poetimage'].height='45';document['poetimage'].src='//poetrypoem.com/photos/poets/poetry2071-button.jpg';;WriteLayer('ptitle',null,'CREATE HAppy JOYFUL--FUN--CHEER--AND LAUGHTER');WriteLayer('ppoem',null,'CREATE HAPPY, JOYFUL FUN AND CHEERFUL&nbs<a href="//poetrypoem.com/cgi-bin/index.pl?poemnumber=1350301&displaypoem=t&sitename=poetry2071&item=poetry" target="_top" style="text-decoration:none;"><font style="color: #18397C;font: 900 12px times;"> ... More</font></a>');WriteLayer('poetinfocus',null,'poetry2071');WriteLayer('pdate',null,'2024-05-02')){kind=small}
poetry2071).setAttribute('href','//poetrypoem.com/cgi-bin/index.pl?sitename=marpor1&item=home');document['poetimage'].height='45';document['poetimage'].src='//poetrypoem.com/photos/poets/marpor1-button.jpg';;WriteLayer('ptitle',null,'‘’ By The Written Word We Are Smitten ‘’');WriteLayer('ppoem',null,'I’ll make a confession, In this honourable profession, You’ll rarely find for<a href="//poetrypoem.com/cgi-bin/index.pl?poemnumber=1350265&displaypoem=t&sitename=marpor1&item=poetry" target="_top" style="text-decoration:none;"><font style="color: #18397C;font: 900 12px times;"> ... More</font></a>');WriteLayer('poetinfocus',null,'marpor1');WriteLayer('pdate',null,'2024-04-29')){kind=small}
marpor1).setAttribute('href','//poetrypoem.com/cgi-bin/index.pl?sitename=kuopenyung&item=home');document['poetimage'].height='45';document['poetimage'].src='//poetrypoem.com/photos/poets/kuopenyung-button.jpg';;WriteLayer('ptitle',null,'Stupidity and Calamity');WriteLayer('ppoem',null,'Stupidity and Calamity Madness can be contagious. Badness can be hardly reco<a href="//poetrypoem.com/cgi-bin/index.pl?poemnumber=1282852&displaypoem=t&sitename=kuopenyung&item=poetry" target="_top" style="text-decoration:none;"><font style="color: #18397C;font: 900 12px times;"> ... More</font></a>');WriteLayer('poetinfocus',null,'kuopenyung');WriteLayer('pdate',null,'2018-09-18')){kind=small}
kuopenyung
PoetryPoem.com 