What's wrong with me,

This girl I see

Who longs to be more than I can dream;

Why can't I fit in? 

No where to begin

There's no chance of light for me.

I long to see the hope that has been promised when it's through,

But promises aren't meant to be spoken;

I long to feel the rush of time, as I race to erase it,

But my heart is an obstacle that for decades, has been broken.

I know I am but your burden, your ache inside your spine,

I know I am such a fool, only fools follow kind.

So I tell you as I stand here now, no heart should feel so empty

Swimming through my own river of tears

I want to drown now, there's no fight left in me

Nothing left for you to consume.