Everything I hoped would be impossible
Now my life is on the cliffs its all possible
"You don't have clue because you're doolally"
I remember the countless days sat in front of the telly
I remember the negativity but i must have ignored
Or it never bothered me as my invisibility soared
Until i had to be there never thought of the trouble
So much pressure in a bubble
Reliance on the close left milk without a single word to utter
The Independence made a monstrously fattening butter
"Help them and teach"
I remember years ago that you told me i should help if i had to preach then preach
You forgot everything you said
Now i am evil and i am bad i wish i was dead
Its meant to be part of me
I feel its not thick enough if you prefer and treat better to water so i let it be
Now each time you wanna know whats wrong I'm problem deep within
So i just keep it all in
If i need to cry i can't cry
No matter what i do everything is wrong even with good intention so why should i even try
I just want to go
"Fine go then and come back crying blood I'll never help you, get your self into trash I'm nothing to do with you just go to and fro"
If i ever confront you'd just deny
Is this when you're angry or just guilty because you severely hurt me
I don't know what to do
Each time i need help no one wants to be there but i am expected on the dot even if i am feeling low
If i feel irritant or anxiously hurt i am such an evil person and the one from hell
I can't do this or go there or say this since I'd been in stupid troops with you I'd rather be chopped up in pieces ready to sell
You don't ever want to believe your one hates me
A princess in your eyes and to your face but differently i can see
Rude and ignorant
I wish thy lord my wishes he shall Grant
For now i just want to be left alone
for all the help i am ignored never grateful for half of what i do without even a moan
A weirdo an explanation was the epilepsy
I am still so bad but i wasn't this way with PMDD
Hadn't you ever thought maybe...
It was you making me feel worse and hopeless rather than forgetting the honesty
Not thinking about me and my self esteem or what was best for me
That it seems OK to be criticized, mocked, labeled and hated
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