So dysfunctional
A break down in communication
Hard with the way
Harsh with the words
Years flew I'd wake up wondering who i am
Wandering in my mind to why i am still here next to you
Feeling melancholy
Feeling stupid packing my bags in dispute of an error
To find missing you hurt so bad I'd only to come back to you
Stuck like a piercing you adore too much to remove
Permanent like a tattoo
Doing what is right by religion to make all ends meet to see if there is no other alternative
No more resolutions to solve the aches
What is right by life its only fair to give you a chance
Now you're just taking the mick
A wholesome woman so pure and innocent
You walk over my flesh
You crush my bones
You hurt my strongest most important organ
I Keep crossing it hoping to die
Saying it over a million times like my favorite song
I'd stay one more day and then I'm on a plane
I'm on a bus, a boat or even in a car
Just to get away from the war
My throats ripped from the screams
My lungs hurting from the shouts
My heart aching from the trampling
Like a stampede but i am so in love with you for i don't know why
I know i deserve better but there you come again and i am in love with you all over again
I fall in and out of love
So much pleasure and so much hurt and pain
Where will this go and how long will this last
I hope forever, but i cannot do this no more
The gloves go on and off its like our ring is surrounded by fans waiting for us to pop again
I'm off again to hear a beep beep beep
I read your heartfelt message and come back again
Then go again to hear a crazy frog tone
I hear that voice i tried a million ways i just cannot live like this no more
Yeah i loved our cozy night ins a DVD and hot chocs, a nice bath together then we'd turn off the lights
It was beautiful, but i couldn't live in this depression no more
You just couldn't understand and i hated that you lied to me
It was so hard to trust you as you killed it off
You left one night to go abroad and left me without a penny for food
Stuck with my mommy pale and in tears to find you have another half besides me
So hard to deal with where you gambled the savings we had
So much harder to deal with how many responsibilities you had besides me
So i stepped out of the ring and left it forever