Sigh..
I have said goodbye to you
A thousand and one times
Starting just before
I heard the machines flatline..
Like heavens bells, in time they all chimed
God called you home and another angel earned their wings
As wonderful as that is, it punched a hole in my heart
Making me sob until I couldn't feel anything
And everything and nothing
Could take away this pain
that is breathtaking
I can still barely think of it
Without it ripping me apart
Everytime, something little or big occurs
When I succeed , when I fail
When I love, when I cry
When I am in so much pain I feel like I could die..
I run to the phone, for the moment forgetting
Without you, I must another day
Make it through and endure.
You're looking out for me
This I've always felt..
And in heaven
I'm sure you hold
And sing my baby to sleep
With songs from a voice
That could make artic icecaps weep..
But, I selfishly yearn for this not to be
For just one more time
You I could see..
I miss you so much
My mum, ma, mom, mother, mommy..
One more time to hold me tight
Let me know
When times are troubled
All will be alright..
Beautiful you, God broke his mold
Their will never be another
no other double..
I don't think I will ever let you go
(Just as long as you've moved on)
For always and forever
I will carry you in my heart ,like a lyrical song
This pain might lessen tomorrow
Maybe not today?
I can okay the hurt
That is more a pleasure
For you, are my tucked away treasure
And I welcome you
Just now memories
To forever stay.
Copyright2014surrealdancingpoet
*in dedication to my mother, Susan J. Russ(the mother I got to choose!)
3-26-1947 -- 3-24-2007
