~Inspirational & Heart-felt Poetry~
Poem 398 Written on 2/25/2013 Written by Arielle Bosler
My Emotions Were Bursting At The Seems
My emotions were bursting at the seems
And there was nothing I felt I could do
Other than contact a few people to pray.
I realize that I should have called you
But I was trying to work for my dad
At the time and I needed to do someting
In order not to burst at the seems.
My emotions were bursting at the seems
Anger was raging its nasty head
Tears were falling I could not bear the thoughts
That were flying around my mind.
I do not mean to explode
But I was bursting at the seems
And I could not hold it in.
The only thing I could think of doing was
Couldn't bear it so I put on
Relaxing music that did not work.
Contacting Pastor and a few others for prayer to try
Calm the raging rapids inside of me that were
Bursting at the seems and for the life of me.
He wanted a few details so I simply
Just stated to the man that it was
Dealing with anger and pain.
He wants to talk to me more about it
To find out what all is going on.
As much as I know this will help,
I will still be bursting at the seems
Due to feeling so angry and bitter
To those who done me wrong.
Bursting at the seems I truly know if I explain
Everything to him I could be coming out in one of two ways either
1). calm and relaxed from Crying or
2). Angerer than I was before
I think personally I like the first option better
Even though at the time I may be bursting at the seems
It will be tolerable if I only cry and not get mad.
My emotions were bursting at the seems
And were terrifying me they still do and that is
Exactly why I want this anger and pain
Inside this fragile temple to be gone
Before I do something that I'll regret.
I realize I may have to forgive again
And this time fully let go of the situational past event(s)
And let God have it and deal with it....
Because it literally feels like it is
Seeking the life out of me
With all of the rage and pain.
-Soon to be his lovely bride,
-Prince Charming's Bride to be,
Arielle Bosler
Soon to be
Arielle Ferguson
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My Emotions Bursting at the seems
My Emotions Bursting at the seems
