Poem 415 Written on 3/11/2014 By Yours truly Arielle Bosler
As Life Circles
Life tends to run in circles
Just as seasons circle each other
Life circles back around.
As life circles round us
We (Being I) tend to hesitate
To step forward because of
Holding on to something I must let go!
As life circles round me
Most people do not know what
I have beem through nor do they
Know that I was not the person I am today five years ago.
As life circles round me
I do not wish to have most people know the old me
I was very mean to the people that were around me.
I put on a a fake front pretending everything was fine
When I was around the family I would see once maybe even twice a year!
As life circles round me
When in reality I was a terrifed little girl.
As life circles round me
I reflect towards others the
Pain and the hurt that others had afflicted,
The pain, the death that had embraced me with
From the loss of my most cherished person
Who had been in my life when I was so young.
All this pain had been locked up
And had been lashed out on the wrong people
Which I now regret doing because I hurt them.
I was a terrified little girl who wanted freedom
For the terrifying pain that was consuming me.
As life circles round me
I realize that little girl was not
Just terrified but mordified and scarred,
She found hope when she meet a man named Jesus
Down at the bedside with her momma when she was
Only Nine years old.... Some time ago
As life circles round me
I tend to freeze when I should just sing.
As life circles round me
I cannot help but wonder
Why do I keep writting
In the midst of it all.
As life circles round me
I reflect how I went
From one extreme to another.
As life circles round me
I realized just how much
I have been broken
Before I turned my life
Over and gave it to God.
When I turned my life around
the begginning of terror seemed to
Flood around me
By very vile people who
Would fully misuse the trust
That they had been graced with by me.
As life circles round me
I fell into a depression
Due to the betrayal
That soon followed
My last breath.
As lfie circles round me
I have been saved
From the pain
Accept now I just
Need to let go!