A part of you still a part of me
Lingering soft on my thigh
And I'm left here today
Again
Wondering
About you
Why?
The moments run back in my mind
I loved
We kissed
You loved
Then today
This?
Busy
I withheld my lips
For what possibly could've been
The perfect
Morning kiss..
You could've waited?
I could've stopped..
And
Given you, what I myself missed..
But I given this some thought
There is something more deep
Something that doesn't lay directly on top..
Soo, I'm out with my gardening trowel
Digging in "our dirt"
Trying to find
What this morning
Made our "us" hurt
Today
Leaving the "why"
In my head
Pounding away..
I just want to replant
The overturned parts of our garden
Letting the roots dig in
Building a better foundation
Today
And forever for
Loving
And living.